Feeling Alone

Wow penning down after ages...not a very good thought though. Feeling vulnerably alone. Was that a right sentence? Never mind....when you feel lonely you have the right to write anything...Might sound like Victorian English....

We're never so vulnerable than we trust someone-but paradoxically,if we cannot trust,neither we can find love or joy. Waking up everyday and loving someone who may or may not love us back,whose safety we can't, who may stay in our lives or may leave without a moment's notice,who may be loyal to the day we die or betray us tomorrow. I can see those eyes rolling over me and making me realize that no we don't need you anymore here. 

Off will I go and find my solitude but dude I need those guts to come from within...May be I need a push rather a kick which will bring back my senses. I can see the pity look for me on everyone's faces and asking me the same question everyday- When will you go bitch. Still I wish you guys love and luck. Will try to help and be with you when and wherever required. 

No matter how much you do, it will always be less in number. No I am not asking you to count but hope you will realize someday. No don't come back and say sorry. Just realize.

Benny Benson

Hei ya....My life has been divided between office and Leone and Benson.....


and absolutely have no time for any social activity. But my two little



babies are very understanding.Benson is very obedient whereas Leone is a Zombie.




Here are some pics of Benson....

He keeps gazing until you call and pamper....

when he sleeps he's a real sweetheart...

Love my babies....

Surprise!!!!!!!!!

I went home yesterday after office....Me and Liza just reached home in her

car and as we reached we were confronted by Abhi's car. Earlier I was a little

suspicious seeing someone sitting besides him.Once he came out of the car

I was surprised to see that he gifted himself this time a Rottweiler.



I lost my senses seeing the 40 days old puppy who weighed 7 kgs.

What reminded me was Leone who might feel deprived of love

and importance with the arrival of his sort of competitor.But

I was astonished to see them playing,cuddling and loving each

other. Initially I was a little sceptical in keeping him but when

I saw Abhi's unconditional love for both of them I could not ignore

the fact that Benson has also become a part of our family like Leone.

Yes we have named him Benson as I smoke Benson and Abhi wants

me to be comfortable with him in all sorts of ways.But at last I am satisfied

that at least Leone has a elder brother(who came later ha ha ha) to play with

when we both are off to work.

Yesterday we had a good photo session with both of them and will soon

publish the photographs of the two little wonders.

Home Coming of Leone

I was in my office doing the as usual monotonous work. It was

at around 1400 when Abhi called and asked me to stay back in the office

as my shift gets over at 1500.I kept waiting for him till 1600 but then

lost my patience. But then he finally called and asked me and my friends

to come downstairs. He said that there is a surprise for me in the car and

when I opened the front door I saw Leone.

Well Leone is a male Lab who was just 35 days old on the 07th June 2010.

His birthday is on 10th April 2010 and his name means Lion.

Actually the name is kept keeping in mind Abhi's requirement

of Leone becoming the ruler of the house.

Leone eats only cerelac and his food.....His fav time pass now is just

keep biting whatever comes in his paws which includes me , Abhi,

our clothes,curtains and even the walls.

The Sleeping hours need not to be mentioned as he has no fixed timings.

But he sleeps with us and whenever he has to give out the meals he had

will lovingly bite me and let me know that he needs to get down the bed.

Will keep you posting more on Leone's activities.

Till then just want to say that Leone has made Abhi very much

responsible and we love Leone more then anything.

Love you Baby Leone.

After a Week

Finally all the talking done and solution has been found out.

He admits that he loves me and cannot leave me at any cost.

Also apologised for being so very rude to me all
these times and promised to lead a fresh life with me.

OK to be honest somehow I am a little reluctant to trust him but I guess
I love him so much that I have no other option as well....

But for the time being lets presume that I am embarking on a new life.....

Hope all will be well....Wish me luck guys...

Guwahati At a Glance

I love visiting places which gives me a feeling of internal peace and serenity.

During the break time in office my main aim is to search the wonderful
places in the world. Even though I cannot visit them,my main aim is to explore them in any way I can.

Suddenly I realised that why not show you the place where I live.
Its a small place with great picturesque and worth to live in.

Here are some of the pictures I want to share with all the blogger so that
they can also get an idea of the place called Guwahati(Assam is the state)
which is based in the North-Eastern part of India.

Kaziranga National Park which is famous for One Horn Rhino



Tea Garden in Assam which is famous all over the world




Balaji Temple Amidst Guwahati





Accoland WaterPark in Guwahati



Bihu Dance in Assam(Its a form of dance which is a part of the popular
Assamese Festival Bihu)



Traditional Bull Fighting which is a part of the Bihu Festival



Brahmaputra The only Male River



The Famous Kamakhya Temple



Rang Ghar The royal sports-pavilion from which the Ahom kings
and nobles witnessed games like buffalo fights



Hilltop view of Guwahati City



Abbey is a follower of my blog...she promised me that she will show me
her hometown Florida once she gets time....So I thought of showing her
my hometown....hope you like it Abbey.....

Will keep posting more.

Moods and Moments

Here comes some of the pictures of some of the good moments in my life and of the
trip we took to Jaipur India...




























“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”By Ashley Smith