Wow penning down after ages...not a very good thought though. Feeling vulnerably alone. Was that a right sentence? Never mind....when you feel lonely you have the right to write anything...Might sound like Victorian English....
We're never so vulnerable than we trust someone-but paradoxically,if we cannot trust,neither we can find love or joy. Waking up everyday and loving someone who may or may not love us back,whose safety we can't, who may stay in our lives or may leave without a moment's notice,who may be loyal to the day we die or betray us tomorrow. I can see those eyes rolling over me and making me realize that no we don't need you anymore here.
Off will I go and find my solitude but dude I need those guts to come from within...May be I need a push rather a kick which will bring back my senses. I can see the pity look for me on everyone's faces and asking me the same question everyday- When will you go bitch. Still I wish you guys love and luck. Will try to help and be with you when and wherever required.
No matter how much you do, it will always be less in number. No I am not asking you to count but hope you will realize someday. No don't come back and say sorry. Just realize.
